Have you ever noticed how fast 65 mph feels when you are in the back seat of seat of a car, as your 14 year old son is getting ready to drive onto the interstate for the first time? Your mind starts to race in a million different directions. Fear and anxiety begin to wrap their tentacles around your heart and your mind and they begin to choke out all reasonable thoughts. If you have watched the movie Inside Out, you can imagine my emotions have reached a DEFCON threat level.
I took a deep breath and I knew I needed to pray to calm my mind. Help me Jesus, is all I could manage to say silently to myself. I didn’t want my husband or sons to know I am on the verge of a mental breakdown. I also did not want my son to think for one minute he could not handle driving on the interstate. The issue was all in my mind.
Jesus came and quieted my thoughts with one of my favorite passages of scripture. “I will never forget you, I have engraved you on the Palm of my hand. “ Isaiah 49: 15b-16a I needed the picture in my mind of God holding Jacob and the car in the palm of his hand. It filled me with peace.
Jacob is an excellent driver and ready to drive in challenging situations. I am thankful and grateful to know he will never travel alone, even when we are not in the car with him.
As a Mom have you gone through this already? What helped you? If you haven’t please know you have a tribe of women praying for you.
The love this song, it is based on Isaiah. It is beautiful and reflective.